Sunday, February 24, 2008

Meant to live for so much more.

I've either found the life I was meant to live or just lost everything. Actually I'm pretty sure now that it's both. I've given most all of myself for the chance to have this new life. Some of what I've lost I'm glad to see gone. Some of what I've lost I tell myself was never important, but it's been paying its toll on me. You can't give up all I gave up and actually survive in the real world. This year is surreal for me. It's full of dreams almost come true. And I'm the type of person who would give up everything for my dreams.

The sad thing is...in the end I fear it won't be worth it.

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