I'm Finally Here.

I'm finally here.

I used to hide the pain.

Now there is no pain.

I used to love for a desperate cause.

Now my love is pure.

One year ago Jared Weikum asked me to be his.

I didn't know much then about where I'd be now.

But here I am.

This smile is real ya'll.

He's that boy I never expected, but always prayed for.

He's more than a breath of fresh air on the coldest of nights...

He's my light in the morning and my warmth in the summer.

I think of finding a place by the lake to watch the sunrise last fall...

I think of walking in his big snowy footprints this winter...

then going for a walk to spend a few minutes together this next spring...

then I'll be going for a drive to visit Kansas City as often as I can...

then being there for whatever comes next.

I love you always babe.

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